Is it just in mind?

Or does something really exists?

I can’t decide

there is something about you

so addictive, so magnificent

I just can’t stop thinking about you

But when did this happen?

How did it happen?

I have no clue

I can’t trace it back

Could you believe that?

A girl like me

who has always been the cold-heartened one

the one this world and its incidents

have shaped into a complete realist

who has always strayed away

from feelings, emotions, and love

But now I smile at the thought of you

I picture you in every damn situation

Yes it is a normal thing

a normal situation for all the teens

and the girls who wear the hearts on their sleeves

But I?

I have always been the opposite one

the one who thinks of all this

as a lie that authors and poets write about

a deception, the show business runs one

a mere illusion of the mind existing in the books only

But now, I have changed

You’ve changed me

I am not the same anymore

Oh, is it a change for good or destruction?

I am blank, I have no clue

But until we figure it out

Let’s just leave it the way it is

Let’s just feel it

Let’s just live it

and one day, when we figure it out

I hope it is a change for good,

a change worth it

But my darling, if it’s not

we still have the memories, all the good times

to live for and to cherish

for the rest of our lives…