What actually is the dilemma of life?
What are you living for? What is your lifeline? What is that specific goal or cause of your living? And most importantly, What are those things that do not let you live? What confounding factors of your life stop you from achieving those goals? What hurdles do you encounter while struggling to live with your principles? What distracts you from the path that you’re destined to follow?
Questions!
Questions that come with no answers. Questions that leave me blank, Questions that made my soul feel empty and my mind weak. Questions that made me question my own being. Questions that puzzled my heart. Questions that cannot be answered.
Struggling with the quizzes and assignments of Science and Logic, my mind still found enough space and time to come up with questions I could not answer no matter which book I opened. No, it’s not that I cannot answer them, but the level of satisfaction and certainty the answers provide me does not satisfy the hunger of my mind, which even starts questioning those answers.
Why can I not know the answers, and why is it that the more I know, the more I feel I know very little? But you know what’s funnier? The fact that these questions do not leave my mind blank for a millisecond. They follow me everywhere, from the boring biochemistry lecture to the mesmerizing facts of logic and yet to the circle of friends where I keep struggling with those questions, unable to participate in the fresh gossip about our new lecturer and the hairstyle of the head girl. And guess what? These stupid questions make me an introvert in my friend’s circle, and not just that, I am entitled to overthinking, which ultimately leads to depression.
Well, that’s not how the story ends. Surprisingly, a new chapter of questions arises from here. My poor mind starts questioning those people’s mentality. I am forced to think whether questioning is fruitful or, to be more specific, Is questioning a healthy activity? To sum up, it leads to more questions, so the cycle continues whether I am successful in reaching the end of the answers or not?
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